Wanting A Way Out

Sometimes I just want to shout:
I JUST WANT OUT!!!
But people say that’s not what I’m supposed to be about.
So why don’t you sit down, and listen for a change
While I begin to express and act out
What it’s like when I break out,
And no, I’m not deranged,
At the moment I'm, just a bit off range.

These thoughts, that are thought out,
That I have to think about,
Well, guess what,
They’re just as real as real can be.
That doesn’t make me a nut,
It just makes for a different she.
I also get highs and lows
Even get excited over simple things
And even be able to go with the flow.
Then my thoughts change, making my anger glow.
I don’t mean to hurt the people I love
From my end it seems like when they push
I have a hard time letting go, so I shove.

Life right now is very hard
In fact my brain is even a little bit scarred
But please, don’t let it throw you off guard,
Because we’re all still playing from the same deck of cards.